Showing posts with label Monday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Monday. Show all posts

Monday, July 16, 2018

Three Things



Three Things

there are
three things
you should
know about
me

I
have
a deep
hunger
for
metaphors

possess
a strong
virtue for
creativity

&

am often
guilty of
purposeful
delay

***

It’s been a good while since my bud offered up writing prompts. I got one this morning so I opted to abandon my unfinished crossword puzzle and peck. It felt good.

I have been wrestling with a new short-story lately. I’ve got about three pages down but my brain is full of fog and noise so it isn’t coming as fast as I’d like. I seem to lack focus. I’d blame it on summer but I wrote every single summer day with Sillyheart last year so I can’t use that excuse. I suppose it’s just me with my private junk. I need to figure out a way to re-commit to creativity beyond poetry. I’m grateful for the poems but I want the meat and guts of fiction, I’m yearning for it. Perhaps that’s the problem? Wanting it so badly? It’s difficult to ascertain.

This little ditty came quite easily this morning on my commute while holding my breath as a result of weed smokers with poor hygiene. How I miss the weekend.  

Happy Monday, folks!

In propinquity,
Nic



Monday, June 20, 2016

Encounter


Encounter

I caught sight of you
eating a burrito on a streetcar
                Bloor/Danforth
a view from the cheap seats.
I listened for something familiar
recalled you sinking into your
old love-seat seeking comfort.
An exposed world I lingered in
too long: it crackled to life
your strict routines short fuse
& when you hauled anchor.
I caught sight of you
stood in plain sight unnoticed
sagging in circling sunlight
until I was sorry I ever met you.
Bereft tangled & brazen, to
unburden myself of your poetry
I take my stop, buy a new sweater
an armload of old 45s & lumber home.
Your testy smile: the hardest habit to
                break.
I sent my silly cries into the pines
                where love never slips through.

Where you are a lie.

**

Tonight I wrote next to an open window, sunny and breezy accompanied by a generous playlist. I am tired, one of my ears is still aching a little but I really just felt the need to hide away in my writing room, door closed, with all my friends (rock wall) and just tinker. Good for what ails you on a Monday, yes?

I’m pecking at one more. It was strange, I was flippy floppy between two pieces and it was starting to make me dizzy. I had to discipline myself to work on one at a time. Now that the sun is setting, I will hunker down and continue with #2, a little something for my Mama.

In propinquity,
Nic



Monday, July 29, 2013

He Rose, Stretched, and Sighed


He Rose, Stretched, and Sighed

the trainspotter came
perched himself on the
edge of a tumbledown stool
to recite his insides etched
into a soft parade of journal pages

the poems became part of the walls
illuminating secrets behind the sun
his hope and panic commanded little

enthusiasm

unashamedly shrewd
the carousing scene-maker
working strictly in metaphors
unapologetically hit the ceiling
when editors meditated on his
black corduroy jacket instead

he rose, stretched, and sighed

exited clunking his heavy boots
unsung art tucked tight under arm
cursing under his tobacco pant
slurred and strange to conventioneers

a poet’s fire

a poet’s ire

**

It's a rainy Monday.  Again.  I flaked on all writing duties this weekend.  However, I just discovered the full scope of a new character's name for my third short story with the working title, 'Too Much To Contain'.  My friend Matt Epp helped me name him when I took to Facebook for help.  Today, I randomly clicked on something, a slight secret discovery and alas his whole name is complete.  I love when things fall into place. Sometimes it pays to play around and waste mindless time on the internet.  

I did enjoy my weekend.  Friday evening I wasn't feeling the best so when I arrived home from work I collected pillows and a blanket, thew on my jammies and curled up for movies.  I watched the Canadian made hockey flick 'Goon' and then got into some really heavy cinema but taking a second stab at 'Zero Dark Thirty'.  Quite a heavy film but really well done.  On Saturday ventured over to Halifax, had a bite of lunch at The Carleton and watched the 2013 Halifax Pride Parade.  It's such a delightful parade, upbeat, colorful, full of music, cheer, love, acceptance and well ... pride.  Tens of thousands of people came out to support the parade. Always such a tremendous event.  I love that I live in a city where who you love is your own business.  My LGBT friends and yours deserve the same rights and courtesies we expect as a heterosexuals. Love is love is love.  It was a fun day.  Sunday I meant to do some writing but I was out enjoying the sunshine with Erica, her girls and her Mom.  We ran errands and grabbed wings for lunch and by the time I got home I was too tired and brain dead to get any editing done.  My bad.  Bad writer.  I blame summer. The heat!  Not my fault.  How do you spell denial? N.I.C.O.L.E.  Ha!

A wee poem to start the week.  Let's get this crazy creative train back on track!  It's a new day.  A new week.  I should set realistic writing goals for myself.  I should.

In propinquity,
Nic

Monday, July 15, 2013

Poet Gourmand


Poet Gourmand

poet I am
I am a sensualist

ravenous
for a buttered loaf
& a breaded alphabet

take away my plate
so that I may

write verses about
late night indulgences

say

a perfectly assembled
                sandwich

soft homemade marble rye bread
fire-roasted tomato wedges
crisp Irish bacon
                grilled pimento cheese
& sweet garlic aioli

accompanied by imported tea
                & lightly salted rice crackers

or perhaps a small picnic on a
checkered blanket by a lazy fire

of ham, brie and onion jam
or fig and prosciutto bound
w/ a sturdy grated fontina
& a chilled glass of Dom Perignon

maybe a late lunch with a good book
& a chickpea, beet and apple panini

the complexities slowly
illicit primitive pleasures

into

a splendid Haiku
while I chew
then swallow
                to savor every delightful morsel


 **

I wrote this when I was hungry.  My tummy was talking, this is what it told me to say.

Happy Monday!

In propinquity,
Nic

Monday, June 3, 2013

Dunvegan’s Wagon Wheel

Old Crow Medicine Show @ Olympic Hall.  Halifax, NS  May 31st. 2013

It was hot as hell in Halifax this weekend; the weather wasn’t bad either.  Live music held the hottest tickets in town and I was one of the devilish denizens to partake.  Allow me to share with you my harmonious adventures.

Friday night, Old Crow Medicine Show rolled into Halifax for the first time on their tour bus adorned with a makeshift clothes line in the Olympic Hall’s parking.  An American string band based in Nashville, Tennessee, Old Crow are revered for their old-time bluegrass slash folk slash alt country flavor.  Most know them from the run-away adoration of ‘Wagon Wheel’ – there have been many a night in bars where that song became the sing-along anthems for beer slugging partiers; every night in fact.  But, OCMS are so much more than the vibe of one beloved song.

In his review in the Chronicle Herald, entertainment reporter Stephen Cooke said they ‘blow hot like a train whistle’.  Boy, do they ever.  Friday’s show, the Olympic Hall, decorated in strung mason jars and low hanging chandeliers, was sold out to an adoring crowd hell bent on whiskey and having a rip-snorting good time.

The seven piece band complete with banjo, dobro, mandolin, fiddle, upright bass and harmonies that put you in the stories their lyrics tell, had music lovers hooting and hollering, stomping and jigging.  There wasn’t a bum that wasn’t wiggling, I kid you not.

They played some of my favorite songs in their discography including, ‘Humdinger’, ‘Carry Me Back’, ‘Alabama High Test’, ‘Mary’s Kitchen’ and of course, they ended their infectious show with ‘Wagon Wheel’.  It was their encore though that garnered the most cheers and audience participation.  The boys returned to the stage and broke out into ‘Barrett’s Privateers’, a hometown staple, a song we’ve heard thousands of times but never as affecting and as awe-inspiring as their rendition.  They floored the already electrified crowd and for those few minutes we Maritimers were melded together in musical solidarity.  The heat may have been sweltering but the music was hotter.  Just ask anyone who was there, they’ll back me up.

I didn’t see a lot of the opening act, Shakey Graves.  He, Alejandro Rose Garcia, entertained the sold out hall, warming us up for the main attraction with bluesy honky tonk delights.  Just one guy, with an acoustic guitar and a kick drum and what I’m guessing are a lot of really great songs.  I wish I had seen more.


I had a blast getting sweaty, drinking beer, singing and dancing with my friends.  If you missed it, you missed out on something really special.  A little bit of bluegrassy fun is good for the soul.

The Stanfields, Casino NS.  Halifax, NS.  June 1st, 2013


If you think my Friday night was a time, you should have been at Casino NS with me for what may just be my favorite show of the year thus far.  The Stanfields are fast becoming, in my opinion, one of the best bands to ever emerge from the East Coast of Canada, right up there with Matt Mays.  I’ve seen them play a handful of times and each time I do they just get better and better and faster and more fantastic. 

The band from ‘up the hill’ sauntered casually on stage, strapped on their instruments and broke into a thunderous set of raucous rock ‘n’ roll fused brilliantly and meticulously with a traditional sound that they play effortlessly.  The Stanfields have an uncanny ability to open their audience up to an experience, to let loose, to get lost in the sounds and the energy that passes back and forth between the stage and the floor.  Their shows are interactive and if not for the ear splitting decibel of their rocking I have my suspicion their hardcore fans would righteously out-sing them.

One of the things I love most about any live show is the sing-a-long aspect.  I love when a room full of people so in love with a piece of music and the artist(s) who make them band together and just wail.  It gives me goose bumps because it always reminds me that in music there is much power; healing power, uniting power, confident power, and religious power.  So many shows feel to me what I imagine it must be like for some to attend church and cull their peace and praise from and for God.  Music is about feeling, movement of the spirit and contentment of the soul, and is just as easily derived from a piece of music performed by someone who radiates belief in their art as it is to attend mass.

The sing-a-long of the night award goes to ‘Crocodile Tears’ (which I am still humming from my work desk this foggy Monday morning).  The entire Schooner room full of Stanfield fans joined voices and swayed with their beers raised and their eyes closed belting out the heartbreaking break-up song with so much feeling I may or may not have wept a tiny bit.  That power, you know?

I have a lot of respect for The Stanfields.  They have worked so hard to achieve the successes they are currently enjoying and the ones they still readily deserve.  They are true, humble artists with a passion for music and the essence of rock in their guts.  Their show Saturday night left me smiling, with a happy heart and a ringing in my ears.  And, that I’m still humming this morning is a true reflection of the stellar time that was had.  I can’t wait see them again and if they roll into your town, go.  You won’t be disappointed.  They really do rule.  They will be world famous.

Opening for them were Town Heroes and Carleton Stone, excellent bands both.  It was my first time seeing Town Heroes and my second time seeing Carleton Stone.  I was quite impressed with the dimpled front man and his band.  I can’t recall my first impression when I saw them open for The Stanfields last year but they definitely caught my attention this time.  I look forward to hearing his/their new record.

In short, this weekend was amaze-balls.  Music rules. I hope however you spent yours it was just as inspiring and fulfilling as mine.

Happy Monday, folks.

In propinquity,
Nic

The Stanfields' view of the crowd.  Halifax rules.

Monday, February 18, 2013

This Poem


This Poem

this poem
is a fingerprint
controlled abandon
wide-eyed, joyful

this poem
has infinite potential
words tumble forth
soaked in familiar patterns
drenched in description

this poem
was born whole
unedited, free-flowing
defining a moment

influencing the rhythm

the voice of my body
the choir of my skin

this poem
is a living breathing
thing

**

Nothing much to report today.  It's every bit a Monday and hard to swallow after having three days off. All I have to offer is a small poem, penned in between busy spurts at work, the main intent to keep my focus sharp and my heart full of ease.  Writing does that so that was my game plan.  It helps me stay centered.  Not much time today to be verbose on the page but rest assure that every syllable counts and helps.  Blogging is breathing.

Hope the start of your week, if it is indeed the start, is a prosperous one.

In propinquity,
Nic

Monday, February 4, 2013

Don't Tell Me What The Poets Are Doing


As suspected, Saturday was spectacular.  The double bill of The Arkells and Tragically Hip was deliciously equal parts rock 'n' roll extravaganza and Canadiana.  There I was once again, a proud Canadian, congregated with a few thousand of my closest friends to be obliterated and elevated by the universal language that is music.

I have seen The Arkells a few times and I really love their music, in particular Max Kerman's vocals.  Their music and their set is energetic and punchy and it feeds the fever.  I was pleased to see so many Haligonians in their seats for their opener.  And they did the night justice, getting the crowd on their feet, priming them for The Hip.  I was wound up and full of fire by the time they finished off with a rousing version of 'Whistleblower'.  Tres impressive and I am certain that their fanbase increased during this tour.  If you don't know them, do yourself a favor and check them out.  I said so.

I'm afraid I'm still a little lost for words.  I tried all weekend to write about it but it was just so amazing I am still having trouble conjuring up the proper sentiments.  It's been a long time since they've been to Halifax, having to pull out of Virgin Fest in 2007 (which I was SO pumped for) so we were overdue and more than ready for what Gord and the boys had for us.  

The Hip are known for switching up their setlists and sometimes randomly play things you'd never think they'd dust off.  Erica and I were praying for 'Fiddler's Green' which they surprisingly delivered in their encore.  At the risk of sounding crass, goosebumps doesn't describe the feeling that came over me.  I felt like one giant erect nipple!  

The whole entire show was one long explosion.  I was surprised they gave up 'New Orleans Is Sinking' so soon, it was the second song in and that to me is more of a send off song but I didn't really care because it was all so spectacular.

Gord was in fine form.  Faded black jeans, button down shirt, tie, vest and a chapeau.  He was a cross between Buster Keaton and Charlie Chaplain, teasing the crowd with mimed antics with his handkerchief and dancing with his microphone stand.  He belted out the songs with reverence and raw power, gyrating and and bopping around the stage with his iconic movements.  You know it's true, I hung on every word, every note.  I was a willing participant and drank it all in, on complete sensory overload.  I did choke up through 'Fiddler's Green' and 'Bobcaygeon'.  Both of those songs have deep emotional connections for me and it is so thrilling to hear a crowd's collective voice swell and wane.  It's so powerful.

I know that's a terribly lame account of the night but I am being brutally honest when I say there are just no words.  They were magnificent.  It couldn't have been better.  Bright lights, video screens, incredible production and sound.  Brilliant performances.  Esoteric, melodic, emotionally charged, humble and honest.  They are all encompassing, they are the greatest Canadian band.  Period.

Speaking of incredible production value and sound, I had last minute opportunity to attend the last quarter of the annual AIDS benefit hosted by Tour Tech East.  My brother's band, Forty Fingers, were closing the show after Saga.  Remember them?  While I can say Saga's set was visually stunning, their music isn't my cup of tea but they held the crowd's attention.  I was really there to cheer on my favorite band of brothers.  They closed the night and opened with a blistering version of Gary Clarke Jr's 'Third Stone From The Sun' and slid right into their brand new original 'Spent All My Money On Rock 'n' Roll".  It was the first time I'd heard it and it was amazzzzing.  They ripped through their set with vigor and angst and high octane energy.  It was so much fun to see them rock the shit out of the left-over crowd and take advantage of such a supreme stage set up.  They didn't have to fuss with sound, lights, the smoke machine.  They had professionals taking care of that, all they had to do was climb on stage and play.  I was really blissed out watching them, so proud.  They really are incredibly talented musicians and when you put them all together, magic happens.  It was a crazy beautiful way to cap off my Saturday night.  Mingled with tons of people I rarely get to see and rocked out with my people.  Family.  The family you accumulate along the way and those hanging like monkeys from the tree; time spent is so precious and important.

Check out how awesome they looked:


I'm still trying to catch up on my sleep.  4am is hella late for an old doll like me these days but I wouldn't trade a second for a wink of sleep.  It was a fantastic weekend despite Sunday's snow storm and having to shovel.  I didn't get any writing done but tonight I took it easy and played with some poems while I watched Storytellers.  Norah Jones.  It was lovely company.  I'm also still working on my current short story.  It's taking twists and turns and I'm still trying to wrap my head around it but it will come.  I have tons of notes, it's just a matter of getting it all down in one place and figuring out a few transitions.  

I hope all of you Super-bowlers survived yesterday and your head wasn't like a foot this Monday.  My day was long and I'm soon to retire with some green tea and my dreams.  

Poetry next time!

In propinquity,
Nic

They shot a movie once in my home-town ....




Monday, January 28, 2013

Which We Have Blindly Written



Which We Have Blindly Written

with just time enough
to glimpse the slow
merit of tenderness

we gather up our words
& read them with the keen
sense of being torn apart

by rhythms & short intervals
raised up arches & tiny details

we did not know we would never
experience this moment again

the cruelty of language
the grammar of audacity

adventure without an epilogue
notions without obstacles

with just time enough still
to balance tomorrow’s oblivion

by a void in our beating heart
silent music & dizzy motion

how we sustain our breathing
becomes a transparent miracle

which we have blindly written

** 

Greetings to you on this frosty Monday, friendly readers.  With little to share except heartfelt thanks for all of the lovely emails and feedback on my two short prose pieces.   I am so pleased they were received so warmly and am mighty proud of myself for completing and sharing them here.  The new piece I started has thrown me for a bit of a loop.  When the character introduced himself, I had no idea I'd be delving into a racy subject matter so I'm interested to see where he takes me.    

Just a little poem for today.  Something to help clear out the cobwebs for more creative writing ahead.  I'm banking on this week flying so that Saturday gets here in a hurry. Tragically Hip rolls into town and I am PUMPED.  Date night with Gord Downie is always something to look forward to.  Stay tuned to this space for my review of the show.

Short and sweet today, just like me.  Stay warm.

In propinquity,
Nic