Tuesday, April 26, 2016

The Artist


The Artist

it was a fever at dawn
a slow-motion vertigo
searching for my faith
craving your opposite
ripped from feathery
                daydreams
wading through vague
corrections about what
happened to you

where did you go

fortune’s darling
prophet
pimp
protester
high priest
witness

the artist formally known

with a downcast incertitude
your opulent life and times
softly passes back and forth
between the brokenhearted

trembling through every last
shade of purple
for illumination
for heartsease

where did you go
what does it symbolize
               
            relentless
rigorous
taskmaster

while we wait
while we weep                
the song remains
                                the same
               
this is
truly what it sounds like               

                when Doves cry

**

My phone exploded the day Prince died. I found it hard to believe much like the news of Bowie's passing. Prince was such a large and funky part of my life's soundtrack, I am certain so many others would agree. It took me a few days to process the news. It was unbelievable until I realized that CNN hadn't whispered a word about Donald Trump in almost two days. It was surreal, it still is. I cried watching Stevie Wonder being interviewed. It's a grave loss.  He was music, a level above and beyond genius, and someone who changed music in the most profound of ways. He was a genre unto himself and the world will never see the likes of such a thing again. 

We are losing our icons. 2016 has been a difficult year for the music community and those of us who live for and support it since we were knee-high to grasshoppers. It still pains me to know that this generation will never know how exciting it is to have experienced music before the internet, when it was a rite of passage to stay up late for the Grammy Awards and American Music Awards, music TV ... they were amazing days. The beauty though is that the music, in the case Prince's massive body of work, a timeless discography, will live on, play on and continue to inspire young minds and artists. 

Music does save. It is eternal, even when our icons leave us. That is the blessing and to have ever had them in the first place.

There are so many ways I could have written about Prince but it only seemed to write from an honest and emotional place, the same place where I feel music. 

In propinquity,
Nic

3 comments:

  1. Bean, this is an amethyst gem, bright cut and polished facets to exemplify the value of The Artist. I just read it aloud to Ter and we are both stunned at the beauty in this poem. Thank you.

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    1. That YOU for that. Took me a few days to write and hoped it would resonate. Seems it has. xo

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    2. I read this one aloud and choked at the last line. Twice. Winner winner for that alone :)

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