Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Friday, May 11, 2018

Things Could Be Worse



Things Could Be Worse

I am
akin to
a poem
in
short
jagged
lines
lagging
all
the
way
down
an
edgy
page
I’ll
be
tailed
by
an
undue
post -
script
noted
in
haste
that
will
surely
leave
you
mining
for
meaning
things
could
be
worse

***

Quickie and fun writing exercise. Poem from a subversive sweet photograph.

That is all.

In propinquity,
Nic

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

Lost Boy


Lost Boy

when we lost you
I sat in front of my
Kmart radio and wept

your absence
was not a fate
but a deep fury

amplified by losing
the privilege to visit
and watch you grow

too much to abide
dealing in despair
grasping memories

it was a long-lived
and sullen loneliness
the forced separation

you became the shadows
in all of my short-stories
quiet whispers in my poems

when we lost you
my heart capsized
my lungs closed

no words would come
I was unable to pray
I couldn’t find you

yet I love you

(always)
as if you

weren’t lost to us at all

**

Small poem. Big meaning.

In propinquity,
Nic

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

To Live


A Zen feeling swept over me today. Maybe it’s the sun shining, maybe it’s a dear friend musing about a romantic encounter that left her speechless and smiling, maybe it’s the Kerouac article I read, maybe it’s just my amorian insides begging to be tended to. I have been distracted of late, lethargic, listless, and depressive even (I am starting to see a trend in my grown-up self, egads!). And then, out of nowhere, this feeling. Fundamentally, I am an optimist. The fibers of my being are woven together with love and kindness. I am prone to the sunny side of things despite the evil intentions of things like social media and negative humans who darken my way. I am, in every way, every word of this verse. I, in every way, hope these very sentiments for my people and their people and so on and so forth. Today I am feeling the full force of collected wisdom and peace. I hope, in some small way, you do too from my sappy little poem.

Mid-week sanguinity at its finest!

There are always reasons to smile in the face of any kind of adversity. In mine, I wrote this poem. And in mine, I look to the end of the week where rock ‘n’ roll will save whatever sanity I have left from this work week. July Talk for Halifax Pop Explosion with my best bud. These, the things I cling to when I’m feeling defeated!

So, the poem:

To Live

let us ponder the fertile wisdom
of the wild rucksack revolution
who wander to bless those in their
path with kindness and compassion

let us consider the brave notions while
we thumb the rules of spontaneous prose
studied by the platoon of bodhisattvas for
the sole purpose of learning to dream out loud

let us rejoice writing with fever and truth
to allow our deepest flaws to draw great love
commandeer the sacredness of a moment
and indulge in the existence of breathing freely

let us know sadness on the inside and out
reacquaint our true selves with the excitement
a spray of stars are noble companions in silence
building our perfect shadow on a sunrise mountain

let us desire the potent will to live as a whole poem
as a whole person poised to serve with intention
for the world, the universe, the Heavens, for ourselves

**

I meet you here, in the middle of the week, in a new Canada, with well wishes.

Broken crayons still color.

In propinquity,
Nic












Sunday, April 5, 2015

Red Wine Weather



It’s Easter. Another first without my Dad.  It is cold out today but the sun is shining and after a really fun night out with my buds at The Carleton, I woke up lucid and refreshed, ready for coffee and some writing. I am longing for my family today though. I suppose that is a direct reaction of it being the first Easter without Dad. I wish we were together somewhere eating dinner and spending time. I can’t even recall the last time we were all in the same place for a happy occasion. Makes me sad but I know wherever they all are today, they are happy and doing what they want to be doing. I wish that for each of them. Always.

So, the writing: I brewed myself a fragrant cup of Joe, set my playlist, donned my headphones and went to it. Somewhere on the interwebs, I once heard Joel Plaskett say something about ‘red wine weather’. I promptly wrote it down in my notebook because the bones of a poem immediately appeared in my noodle. Today’s mission was to organize those thoughts. I love how a phrase can inspire a piece of work, whether it is a poem or a song or a feature film. Inspiration can crop up at any time. Grateful to JP for uttering .. er .. typing the words.

The poem, ‘Red Wine Weather’ is an ode to some of my favorite things: wine, art, experience, longing and indifference.  Sarcasm intended.


Check it:

Red Wine Weather

I lay here beside you
beside myself in reminiscence
this red wine weather has me
exercising my right to sullen art
on spindrift wages of ambition
                     
I lay here beside you                  
beside myself in rumination
sipping a ruby red merlot reciting the
calmness of your sleeping expression
overwhelmed by the crimson bouquet

the complex layers of plump bing cherries
fragrant baked plums pressed into hints of mocha
it is delicate, almost luxurious in texture and truth
its staying power pursed in long raspberry
and cocoa powder finish            

I lay here beside you
beside myself in trepidation
this red wine weather has me
staying still despite my artfulness
heavy and gold in its bountiful harvest

sipping sipping and then you sigh

**

However and with whomever you spend your day with, be kind and grateful.

Happy Easter, friends. And, a happy Easter to you Dad. Give my love to the stars.

In propinquity,
Nic

Sunday, September 1, 2013

It Is Extraordinary



It Is Extraordinary

It is extraordinary
how blithe breathings of the heart
lovingly flower into an immeasurable
inclination of endearing tenderness
when goodness entwines with humanity
when two souls thread their dreams together
in a ceremony of unalloyed contentment
a gentle occasion for one million kisses
one for the bright bloom of forever’s embrace
one for enigmatic stars to shine on upon your faces
confidently with natural and miraculous love
that would never dare discriminate or diminish
that would never cease to remind you of what you are
the freshness and beauty, the grace and the serenity
born for hand in hand marriage, born for universal travel
moment by moment, obstacle by obstacle, miracle by miracle
together generous, a theatre of eloquent desires, forward motion.
it is extraordinary to be the most loving human being to another
to be their benevolence, their plentitude, it is an exceptional endowment
it is your truth, your past, your present, and your future
timeless, articulate, inspiring, accepting, respectful, ever bountiful.

**

My dear friends Gen and Rebecca get married today.  I wrote this in their card along with a bottle of champagne as my gift.  So pleased for them.

Love is good.

In propinquity, 
Nic