Showing posts with label Diana Krall. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Diana Krall. Show all posts

Monday, August 12, 2013

Woman Troubadour



Woman Troubadour

she has been accredited
with many miracles

woman troubadour/articulate activist

a champion of narrative poems
on the subject of love & adventure

devoted herself to nursing broken hearts
never afraid to contract beauty from loved ones

woman troubadour/delicate hand-writer

watches the sun wind down
while the rest of us nest tentatively

the chorus of shared friendships
give way to a wide open margin

mutual sentences of loneliness & poverty
navigating the blueprints on pure instinct

woman troubadour/crowned felicity

never deceived
never betrayed

kindness & courtesy make every impression
on her remarkably advanced reasons to grieve

to know nothing of heart’s cold draught
is to single out the meaning of indifferent wind

woman troubadour/frequent flier

conquering faces by diminishing belongings
the beautiful multitude of singing in silence

your city expired in a war fought for justice
a woman with the fragrance of redemption in her hands

her message & the sky lowered
her expression & the ground swelled

milks tenderness dry
wrinkles the embers

do not cling to her button-down neckline
do not caress the complications of moonlight

woman troubadour
melodious matron

lives vicarious
through your tears

breathes miraculous
into your fears

with every intention to escape with a song
she grows too fierce employing impractical instruments

**

I kicked back into gear with ‘Large-Hearted’ yesterday and again today while it is slow at work.  Writing two stories in one has proven to be a challenge and I’m not exactly pleased with one of them.  I love the bulk of the whole story but the secondary tale has me at odds with word play.  I can’t seem to get it to flow the way I want it to.  I know what it is I want but it’s coming out like a big pile of dung. Gah!  I will continue to press on.  One word, one sentence at a time, right?

I finished this poem this morning after seeing a tweet by Carmen Townsend last night.  She shared a you-tube video of Patsy Cline’s ‘Walking After Midnight’ and it made me recall this one week where I was afforded a string of days where I was home alone.  I carted the stereo down into the kitchen along with a stack of CDs, my writing gear and a cookbook.  For one blissfully solitary stretch, I wrote and baked perfect apple pies from scratch and sang along with my musical friends at the top of my lungs, something I don’t do often because I’m not known to carry much of a tune.  But, it was peaceful.  I spent time with Joni Mitchell, Diana Krall, Tracy Chapman, Norah Jones, Ricki Lee Jones, Courtney Love, Stevie Nicks and Patsy Cline.  I think of that time fondly as I could easily spend my days that way, squirreled away with the company of music, Muses and confectionary delights.  I don’t mind being alone until the well needs to be re-filled.  In the spirit of my soulful sisters, songstress angels, poetess influences I wrote ‘Woman Troubadour’.  It reflects the spirit, strength, courage and wealth of all creative women and the gifts they give and their brave hearts.  

I tweeted in reply to Carmen that I often hum ‘Walking After Midnight’ and she then said it was attached to fond memories of her Mama.  I love how music does that, for women, for the world.  It’s powerful.  Wonderful.

Back to working on my story until it’s time for my afternoon commute where I’ll get lost in my book while singing a pretty tune under my breath.

In propinquity,

Nic

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Knots


Knots

the length of a nautical mile
is identical to a minute of latitude

in uncharted waters

loops and kinks weaken strapping cord
old worn rope damaged by sunlight

at the bottom of the mountain

sore strained grieving muscles
latent trigger points overwrought

below aching flesh

the beautiful code of a versatile metaphor
interlaced with the mysteries of love

that beat in a heart

found loneliness precipitates ever-long
bare hands reach up for a speculative lift

to scale toward the Heavens

Northeast-bound bow heaving toward an address
stern slick and graceful for long uninterrupted hours

fully rigged sailing vessel asea

arms outstretched for the concluding embrace
the absence of substance pressing into bones

for remnants of human attachment

knots
troublesome

intricate arrangement of tender places
sudden intervention of constructive trust

knots
            they bind

they blind

**

So, here's the skinny.  I came home the last two nights determined to battle the block I'm currently experiencing.  The first night I read a bit of Carol Shields and Alice Munro while listening to Matt Epp and Diana Krall.  I then scribbled.  Last night I went for a walk on Rainbow Haven beach with my friend Donna to try and clear out the cobwebs.  I got the pant legs of my yoga pants wet because I couldn't outrun a wimpy wave.  It felt good.  Scribbled a little more. Tonight, I came home through this sudden humid heat-wave the east coast of Canada is experiencing ate gross hotdogs because it was too hot too cook much else and watched 'Tragically Hip in Bobcaygeon'.  Got goosebumps and maybe cried a little.  While trying to stay hydrated I pieced together the scribbles and came up with this poem.  Good, right?!

Get this.  While I still haven't managed to seep back into 'Large-Hearted' mode, I actually walked into TWO more story ideas.  What the french toast!?  One of the ideas scares me a little bit so I'm not sure how that one is going to go.  It stems from a dream I had not long ago.  The majority of my dreams of late have been twisted like pretzels.  I haven't been sleeping very well and so when I am sleeping I'm conjuring up all this insane garbage including revisiting an ex to discover he murdered someone and made art out of his victim's bones and this insane doctor injecting my niece with poison.  I'd be afraid to have them analyzed.  I mean geez.  The other one, which shocked me out of my sleep is going to be hard to write.  I don't know when I'll get to it but it'll come.  And, the other idea is light and fuzzy so fear not.

I'm melting so I must go re-fill my icewater and sit in front of a fan to stay cool until I go to bed to toss and turn.  Silver lining?  Tomorrow is Friday!  Yay!

In propinquity,
Nic